I haven been updating since my last paper... haha.. although i'm free everyday and have been clinging onto my computer like 12 hours a day but i didn't have much stuff to update my blog..
so today wasn't in a right mood right now, so i decided to blog. haiz... so today our class had a dinner some sort of a gathering or something but i didn't turn up. i didn't turn up for the prom night last week too. actually last night i was still wondering whether to go or not cuz this might be our last class gathering. yeah~!! so this afternoon as i've done with lazing around i started looking for something nice to wear to for dinner. so i prepared everything and though of the digital cam. of cuz i need to take some photo. actually to be frank it's the objective of me going. so i phoned my cousin cuz he took the digital to the prom night last week and have yet return. he wasn't at home and that's fine so i sms him, telling him i need the digital cam later. he said he's done with the digital cam but the cam is with him.. oh god~!! how would i be able to get it from him if he took it with him and right now he is at orchard. so i think and think and think and decided to give up going for the dinner.
i just wanna say i didn't really mean not to turn up but haiya... i also dunno... if you wan to say i'm anti-social, so be it cuz it's getting me already. Emy called to ask me to go to school but i insisted not going. actually i have the urge to go when yana called again. but i think it isn't nice for the people who reach early at 545 to wait for me who might turn up at 7..
not in a very good mood of cuz because i really wanna see my friends... but wat to do.. right now it's 705.. guess they've left for the restaurant.. hope they enjoyed themselves...

*Sob*
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Finally.. had the last paper already.. so now i'm officially graduated.. hahaha... just like what yana had said after the Science paper that we are now ex-bartleyans.. i really miss those days when we're studying in class and playing around..
Today i had a hair cut. well... my fringe is so short now... oh god~!! but it doesn't matter cuz right now i don't really care so much since i'll be shutting myself in my house for days. the hair dresser is great. he is a guy but with one side of hair longer.. hahaha.. he's nice. i didn't say anything but he read my mind and despite me being so shy over there he still manage to talk to me while cutting my hair and making me laugh. hahaha...
didn't do much today. right now im still waiting for my fanfic poster. i had one more to go and that's it for the poster. haven been writing my fic for some time partly because i'm using the computer all the time.. hahaha.. and also i'm stuck. omo.. i hope i'll be able to finish during december cuz i have another fic on hand again. yeah!! below is one of the poster i've got. i like it very very much personally.. hahahaha.... that's for now~!! hope i'll be able to blog again tml.. keke

Free....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

haven been updating lately... partly is due to exam week that's why.. and i'm really tight down by the Paran blog cuz i feel like publishing them real fast.. oh man.. haven got most of the things in there uploaded except for the posts..also i'm real busy with the fic.. i'm just half way through and i wanna get it done soon so that i can publish them as well..this gonna rip out my precious time... hahahaha.. but i enjoy all this rather than studying...hmm... wansyung birthday is drawing near... real soon i mean... HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance.. i'm afraid i wun get to postthis on time so that's for advance and in case.. oh~!! got someone to do me the blinkie with.. hohoho... i'm so happy~!! muckies to you..

Happy birthday~!!!!
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Poster for my fic.. Never Can Rewind~!! credit: SaM 

This afternoon it was raining when i was online... decided to go out to study but since it is raining so i didn't think much.. wasn't in the mood either... but anyway.. the rain stopped just as i was about to go and bath.. got changed and packed my bag... left home at around 4 plus.. nothing much.. as usual i took a bus to the mac.. today the mac seems different... there were so many ppl... i walked pass the mac and try to search for a empty table... ya.. so there is one and another one but beside them were all occupy with lots of ppl... i dun really like crowds... no that i'm anti-social or wat.. just that i'm.. whatever you say i am.. i get embarrassed easily esp infront of strangers...
i was studying geography outside the mac cuz i dun wanna go in, like i mentioned earlier it was crowded inside.. for hours it passed by peacefully.. just some girls beside being abit noisy.. but it's fine with me cuz i had my discman on..
so it was around 7 plus when all of sudden the place became dark.. i looked up and guess what i saw?? a big group of bangala.... DAMN!!! i hate them..... it's up to you to say i'm racist... cuz it's the fact that i hate bangala.. why on earth do they have to come Singapore?? i mean of all places why here and why i have to see them all over the place?? oh god... how i hope i could be able to kill them... just get them out of my sight... i tot they were just meeting up and will leave soon but they stayed.. somemore some sat infront of me... so they were talking and i'm studying there... it really pissed me off just by seeing them... i wun emphasis further on how much i actually hate them.. so they just didn't leave until 8... 1 long hour i have been facing them and giving them some cold hard stare when they walk pass me or sit infront of me... i went off at 830 cuz my sis had called to buy some fries for her.. on my way home also brought my favourite nasi lemak to pamper myself alittle and cheer myself up from all the bangala thingy... hahaha...
nothing much.. so my day had passed.. waking up early in the morning..hopefully i'll be able to go to school to study.. i have to clear all my doubts.. i'll complain more in the next post.. right now i'm dead beat~!!!!

ZzZzZZzzzz....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Haven been studying lately... i was trying to re-format my blog today but it is really givn me a bad headache... omo.. just cant seems to fix that title in.. i wanted it in this blog so badly but there is a major problem if i had it done... spend the whole afternoon managing my blog... keke... wasting my afternoon if that's what you think... so be it.. i really am...
Today, the Christmas lightening will be switched on officially at orchard.. haha.. that means Christmas is drawing real near.. yup.. no doubt about it my dear friends.. althought i'm not a Christian but Christmas sure is a yearly festival i looked forward to every year.. i love Christmas.. more than New Year to be honest.. i have absolutely no idea why Christmas appeal to be such an important festival for me.. i hope i'll be able to see snow soon and be able to have a white Christmas next year.. keke... i was planning to bake some cookies for my fellow friends.. but.. we'll see how thing goes..
not really in the mood to blog today.. not really feeling well as in mentally.. guess i'm going crazy any minute.. oh ya..this blog is under construction.. wun be re-formating within these few days till i get better..

All my days are for your smile~~~
i miss wansyung...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

it comes right back to me, killing me softly..

[you give ur love so sweetlytonight the light of love is in your eyes but will you love mi tml? can i believe the magic of your sighs tonight with words unspoken you say that i'm the only one but will my heart be broken when the night meets the morning sun i'll like to know tat ur loveis love i can be sure of so tell mi now and i wun ask again will you still love mi tml........]

I've been missing wansyung lately.. the feeling is so bad.. so christmas is drawing near.. sing me 'Last Christmas'~!!

bol goh ship po yo...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Today i woke up pretty early around 8.. i'm quite sure that was the time i first opened my eyes to welcome the brand new day..my mum is leaving Singapore to Taiwan this morning taking the 0110 flight so we girls are sending her off of course..we reached the airport around 11 and left at around 12 plus cuz we got nothing better to do, leaving my mum with her friends. we kissed her goodbye and took a bus back home...
the bus passed by Tampines and den to Pasir Ris... it reminds me of someone when the bus actually passed by Api Api Flyover..Ya... Hadfiz.. if you know who he is.. hahaha.. really miss him.. he is a nice guy used to sit beside me in class... hahaha..actually we arranged it cuz i wanted to sit with him that time.. even gave him the nickname 'University' cuz he really lookslike one when he wear his v-neck sweater.. looks good on him.. although we didn't talk much in class cuz i was abit embarrassedto talk to him but he is really gentle... he craps all the time i agree but he is gentle.. that's the point i like about him..i dun mean a crush or anything.. i just like him as.. you know.. like.. just like i like everyone(phew~!! i aint so kind)..

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PeAcE oUt,
LiN

this gonna be a long one.. so i decided to split it into 2 for easier reading... if you happen to read this.. keke..
i was on the bus, trying to continue the fic that i was working out the day before.. damn.. sometimes i just get stuckedhalfway but i really hope i can finish it cuz i've even got the plot written out before bed time yesterday.. i went onlineto search for some good fics to browse through.. yeah!! read two fics.. not yet done with it but they got pretty good startingso i'm gonna learn from it.. i'm really suck at writing but still i wanna write one.. dahaha.. sometimes human are weird creaturewithout any own limitation.. oh god~!! whatever you call that.. but one thing about writing a fic.. it really changed you ina temporary way depending on what type of fic you're writing.. i don't know about the rest of the fic writers but it often happen to me.. haha.. that's one thing about me.. i like to put myself in the position so that i'll be able to feel the emotion and all.. well.. not to write better as the fact that i'm lousy at it.. but to be able to get myself involve and everything.. that explain why i always read very slowly.. hahaha.. i'm good at imagining things...
well.. blogger was down for a few days and i can't post anything.. finally things worked out and i'm posting it all together..i'll post more photos as i said in the previous post that i will.. hahaha... but i did mention i'm gonna cut down on writings..hahaha... so. pardon me for not doing so..
dad is coming back from.. gonna cook something for me.. i'll catch you later..

bye~!!
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

So today is Deevapali.. hahaha... so here wishing everyone out there who is celebrating this special day a Happy Deevapali..and those not do enjoy the holiday..
I woke up pretty late today and watch some shows by browsing all channels with my remote control and come across a mini-concertheld this year in singapore with various artists inculding Ryu from Korea.. haha.. so he was singing this realy nice song fromthe show 'Beautiful Days' and i remembered i had this cd too.. i bought it about 2 years ago and lend it to my friend.. damn!!!and now it's gone.. she left singapore months ago and there goes my cd.. if you think it is just about i cd that i'm fussingabout, well i tell you it REALLY IS!! i got this cd by searching all the record stores and finally found it at Bugis.. that was the only few left.. as you know that cd is limited edition and that singapore got only 6 to 12 copies available.. ARG!!i want it back badly.... i told my other friend to get it back for me earlier this year but she din.. i would wanna believethat she had forgotten it.. but she said she will get it back... ya right... the truth is she had clearly forgotten it all~!

lost....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Today woke up without a dream, without a goal.. i'm finally aimless.. i aint gonna study today. i'm giving myself a break..went to catch a movie at bishan, Ladder 49! sorta funny for some scenes and the show have a very touching storyline.. hey, that's why i cried man.. it's been sometimes since i cry while watching a movie.. haha.. and it feels kinda good after that although all the way i was feeling kinda down but after that i got back and feel relieved.. hahahaso now i'm home with my favourite barley drink beside me(take away from bk earlier!).. keke... haha... got the feeling ofstaying abroad.. right now having take away food and in a empty room with music blasting the place.. it feels so right...feel so good~!!!!

all alone.....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN