I feel really dead.... my life is dead... I hate BSU.. I hate TPRD.. i can't wait for 5 more weeks to be over... I hate my supervisor to the core... she is a bitch faking smile everytime she talk and i can't stand it... Everything sucks right now... I hate my life to be exact....

I HATE MY DEAD LIFE!!!
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Got caught by the security for sitting at the stairs... damn him.. i bet he is too borecd so he wanted us to lessen his boredom....

Alright... complains aside.. there are a few people i wanna thank...

Emy for calling me to wish me Happy Birthday in advance...

Suet Lin, June, LiXiang, Wendy, CT, MH, Sally, Yana and Roy for sms-ing me...

Pri. Kulaa, Shila, Fatin, Lizah, Zainal, Siyin, Shaun, Jeanette, Wendy and Lixiang for the cake and surprise celebration at my roadshow...

Ronald Chong, Tat, Abel, Ronald, Vani, Aqilah, Chengni and others i left out for wishing me Happy Birthday earlier......

Thanks Peeps~!!!! I love you guys... *muckies*

PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Finally finish the EMRS Video.. i can't upload it cuz the file is too big... if you guys are interested.. you can sms or pm me den i'll send via msn alright?? but i hope the video is alright..

Yeah... later going Suntec with the girls.... is it some kinda pre-celebration for birthday of wat? i also not sure... hahaha... but i just feel like eating the stir-fried veggie, pizza, rosti and calamazi from Marche... Chocolate marshmellow ice cream and fries from Swensen.. Bim Bim Bab from the Korean stall... YUMMY~!!!!! *drool*

You see me..
I see you..
You see me again...
I'm gonna slap you...

PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Went Party World with the people yesterday night... i was rushing home from school.. Chased the train at YCK and chased the train at DG and ran all the way home from the station despite my terrible muscle ache...

I got to say sorry to CT cuz i didn't see the msg that she is waiting for me at YCK until i enter the train... You know i don't have the habit of checking my hp every now and then....

So after i got home, i took money and charge my phone and cam... rushed off to kovan for dinner with CT and MH and rush to Somerset... reach there around 8 plus... the first person i saw when i went to the room was Brian.. i tot i went to the wrong room at first.... hahahaha....

All the people there have really nice voice i must admit...

Ah Jek: he got the Li SHeng Jie voice... damn nice... i wanna go sing k with him again... Again & again...

Terence: As usual... he got very nice voice too... can sing real high pitch song... Superwoman is no problem to him...

Edmund: Typical ah beng... hahahahaha... he always sing those very high songs but all those songs are nice...

Elis: Damn nice voice.... i was like 'wow'!! when i first heard her sing... her voice very high... very very nice.... *thumbs up*

Tiffany: She never really sing much yesterday... but when she sing... can't take my eyes off her... Her voice abit like Xu Hui Xin... very sweet voice... and i like her expression when she sing.. hahaha

Eng Eng: That one power....!!! the only one i video when she RAP.. now den i can see for myself how powerful she is.... Ms Eng Eng Go Go Go~!!!!!!

Agnes: She got femine voice.... Selina type of voice is very alike to hers..... NICE~!!!!

Eileen: Her voice very thin... as in very 'si'... Unique... Wheee weee~!!!!!

Jon: Xiao Zhou's fan... he super shy la... notice him keep sitting alone at a corner... what's more to say... he is our Xiao Zhou....

RC: The IQ 200 wanna be.. crapping the whole night... damn funny one... he can sing all kind of songs... very "high" also... and i realise his singing is really NOT BAD!!!!! Sporty singer.....


i got more than 100 pics to upload... OMG.... *cry* will write again....

They say when you're missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but i don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as i'm missing you right now." -LiN

I used to write everything... every little things that happen to us.. i read back the past entries and realise how much i had once wanted him... i wanted him so badly... i felt like crying.. even though right now behind me are my teammates... i felt like flying over to see you for the very last time... i didn't know... i'm sorry.. i can't forgive myself... i felt like crying everytime i think about the past... it's been a week since you left.. i'll be getting used to it soon... i will...

if having ice cream and waffle will make me feel better now, i'll probably need a thousand of them right now...

I tried to hold back my tears..
at least i tried....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

okok.... my com is crazy... can't seems to detect any external devices... can't upload photos..... arrrgggg!!!!!!!!! mum's been nagging... memories keep flooding my mind.... oh my god.... i feel so frustrated..... but after watching the fire works... at least i felt better cuz i've been running around the block just now...

Yesterday night... went to slack at kovan mac.... super fun... so long since we last hang out together... we laughed so much and so loud.... and i think the table beside us play a prank on us.... we laugh and laugh and suddenly someone say... "LOOK!!" so i turn to my left and i was so shock to see the big big bug so near to me... immediately i turned away to run but was trapped... CT dun let me out... somemore keep calling the people beside us about the bug so they can run... damn~!!! i was lying there keep screaming and fidgeting... super paisei la... den a guy catch the bug and went off.... surely is fake one lo... if not how cum the people beside us not scare.... somemore make me scream so loud till the peope at the entrance look at us....

Alittle of the bbq on tuesday... it was super duper fun.... heaps of fun and laughter.... Actually at first i dun feel like going because i felt soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo left out.... but anyway... i went... muahahaha.... it definately is a dieting bbq i have since secondary school... i only ate... 5 sushi, 10 marshmellow, 1 corn, 4 cups of drinks and 1 plate of bee hoon.... GOSH~!!! but i enjoyed myself very much that night... There are a few of ppl i have to thanks.... Agnes for the food.. she did most of the work to make this bbq a success.... next i hate to thank but he helped too... and that is bacon for carrying those stuffs... Mr Chong and Jon for talking crap with us... That mr chong always very bad... keeping giving ppl nicknames... call me shorty.. call me veggie... call me brocolli.. call me genius(cuz i said i am one)... call me charcoal mei.... but i call him spring onion and long bean... dahahaha...

oh ya.. i heard sth funny on that night... i recieved a call when i went to meet Sarah alone at downtown east... and it goes "where you go? dun u know it is very dangerous for a girl to go alone?" i was like huh???!!!! and nearly burst out laughing... it's the first time someone said that to me man... i dun even rmb whether my dad say that to me before... hahaha... but it is nice... And at the end of the bbq... the guys insist sending the girls home first... all of them are super nice one... but the guy in my cab got off first... hahaha.. he got 3 girls seeing him home man... he ought to be proud... haha... but he actually wanted me to alight first but i dun wan cuz if not they have to go long route....

I've blog enough today... have so many things not yet done... Summary report, Personal Selling report, eAES and the games day games.... eeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

ENOUGH OF COMPLAINS.....

Addioz......

A ice cream or a waffle after a long and tired day will definately lighten up my mood.... So... i had both of them today... hehe...

Festive distribution was alright today... Kinda bored every now and then but we manage to make it fun by playing the Number Game and punishment; True or Dare! muahaha.... Our dare is... Kiss The Dustbin.. muahaha.... *evil grin* lalala... Poor Jon keep kanna bullied... Karma..

Yippee~!!!! On Flexi-leave tomorrow morning... yeah... so happy... i can sleep late and cook my own lunch tomorrow....

Went for BBQ 2 days ago... it was alright... not as bored as i thought it will be.. Jon, Shila, Mr Chong & I kept bbq-ing and talk rubbish... damn funny la... i'll blog about it this coming weekend....

Ciao~!!!!

Lately i don't really feel like mixing in group... Neither do i feel like mixing with the people around me.... I miss CT!!!!!!!!! Only CT know me...

Save Me~!!!!! I've been soooo damn moody nowadays that i always vent all my unhappiness with either shopping or food.... Damn it~!!! I've been eating so much lately... gosh!!!

Today super sway... Met one bitchest bitch at level 4... Damn her... Some indian girls are really MF sia... I'm not trying to be racist here... But... Forget it... she is just one biggest bitch la....

I'm so tired today.... -.- Wanna sleep but i'm so full....... Ahh..... I'll write soon....

Quoted from a Email:
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.


I'm getting emotional today... Probably due to the breaking up of EMRS soon... or perhaps the show i watched was the cause of it... For whatever reason... i'm emotional now....

I'll definately miss those days when only a few of us stayed till late at night in Bazaar.... Came early in the morning... Slack in the room... go for movie session..... I'll miss Mr Chong..... AHHHHH!!!! he damn nice one la.... just that he is really super duper beng....

*sigh* One of my friend broke off with his girlfriend... he super sad la... i also don't know what to do... he is one nice guy and a good boyfriend also.. he like tat girl for like 5 years? and have been together for 2 years... So sad to know they broke off.....

Yesterday a few of us were talking about relationship.... I realised that most of them have been into a relationship before.... And now i wonder how come i'm still single now.... And i come to a conclusion that it is simply because i don't really need and want one... For whatever shit (i dun have the slightest hatred)... I've lost interest in guys... Honestly.. It's a pleasure to look at guys but a torture to be with one...

No matter how nice a guy is, i believe he is gonna betray you one day

The church bell goes off at 12pm and mark the start of a new month... Yippee... It means my birthday is coming... Muahahahaha... Lalalala.....