This gonna be a long one... i tot i woudn't blog today... but i'm doing it right now... Went to school today at 1230 with Chuiteng... the weather is damn warm... i think imma gonna melt any moment at that time... haha... okok.. so we reached school and explore the place alittle.. but didn't go to places which is crowded... we avoid teachers knowing we not gonna make it... we walked towards the row of classroom and saw Din... hahaha.... den we walked down.. Saw "gan er ger" but didn't manage to meet dear dear... *sob* but i did see him after that.. hahaha... i was like going crazy man... how long has it been already... i missed him soooo sooo much.... he haven change abit.. become more handsome yesh!!! hahaha..... he got soccer today... haiya... now couldn't wait for him already...
It's a long wait for the result man... we went out to the coffee shop to meet Emy, Bashu and Fendy... they really took their own sweet time.. den we go back to school together... we see lots of happy faces infront of us taking result... i actually tears when Bani shouted and stood up to hug Mr Chin... i felt sooo happy for him... I cried too when i got my result... i was like crying non-stop and Mrs Tan still laugh and say i look so ugly... omo.... hahaha... tat is the first time i cry in public man... i school i mean... Emy still 'sayang' me... i love him alot man.....
Haiz... Dear Dear didn't see me get result... i'm so sad..... but in my heart i still feel happy that i see him today... Yippee..........

smiles......
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Yesterday reached home at 4am in the morning... whoo~!!!! hahahaha.... went to Kovan to eat again.. but today i only ate prata... haha... so funny.. today good friend with the people over there... the people there very friendly... esp the handsum keep crapping with us...
Yesterday CB was there too.. somemore i walked passed him... damn~!!!! i didn't know that person was him until CT told me... kaoz.... feel like taking a rod and hit him from the back till his skull cracked... bastard~!!!!!!!
3 more hours to getting result... i've basically lost appetite to eat... i have a very strong feeling that i'm not gonna make it.. i wun know what to do next if i fail.. should i retain, retake or ITE?? now this is sh*t...... yesterday ChunLee say she and Anne will pray for me to go to the course i wanna enter... she is very very good... so touched.... i'll just keep my fingers crossed for the time being....
YEAH!!! a few more hours i'm going to see dear dear.... so happy... hahaha... but by the time i see him, the result thingy will drive me crazy... haha....... but still i'm intoxicated....

praying hard....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Today as usual.. i grabbed my bag and put on my addidas shoe to work... i headed to the mrt.. the train wasn't packed with people so i managed to find a seat for myself... i had my mp3 on so i isolated myself from the world... this auntie opposite me keep looking at me for some unknown reasons.. normally i would return her a stare.. but today i didn't... i pulled my cap lower so i couldn't see her face and hang my head low to rest...
I went to work... Everything is as usual... just that the place is noisy... until 430 when Nurani and KaiXia came back from their break that the whole place was in chaos... everyone started getting annoyed... now the politics issue start up... basically everyone in the cafe was involved.. but i stayed out of the matter... it's none of my business.. I treated everyone the same way as they treated me... so no point of me poking into their so-called "quarrels".. Everyone were talking about this person and that person.. i just kept quiet and do my job as usual.. aigo aigo.. i didn't expect things to turn up in such a way like today...

peace...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

I changed the blogskin... this is ME!!! yes yes.... i got the tag board out either... this stupid tag board just wouldn't bug... plus... i no longer needed any comments... i give comments to myself... that's all what i wanna know.. this is a complicated world and i don't wanna get involve.. i dun need any pity nor i need any company... i have myself that's all i ever needed...
Unnie said that... if there is sth that is good of you.. you'll lost something in return.. yesh!! i agree with that... but why i have nothing good yet i lost everything??
Ivy said.. it is easier to be the bad ones but difficult to be good ones... so let's all be bad then.. yesh!! i agree with that.. truthfully it hurts to be bad.. the feeling is just not right... but honestly speaking... i hate to be good either....
Now i feel how he feels... how he thinks he is the suck-est person on earth... i always feel how he feels thou... haha...how pathetic....
What's happening to me lately?? the other side of me is coming out again... nothing can suppress the other side of me... nothing makes me feel any better... nothing... now this is vexing... i hate it when it happens to me... now i'm not myself...

kill me.....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Later working at 330.... tot i would be working at 6 that's why i agree.... aigo... but it's okay... hmm..... as long as working with Miki not with LiLian den it's good.... keke.... Miki wanted me to go back to work on Monday after collecting my result... i don't know whether i wanna work or not... because LiLian will also be working... haiz... i just don't feel like seeing her...
Ate the belgium waffle chuiteng bought yesterday.... the waffle no longer tastes as good as it used to be... or is it my taste bud haing problem?? hahaha....
Slowly i'm recovering from my cold already.. just that my throat giving me some problems every now and then... aigo.... i also can't be bothered....
OH!!!!! i forgot to write this in yesterday... yesterday at work i was cooking Neapolitano den i wanted to put the sauce back into the fridge when my hand slipped and the whole sauce got splashed out and some got into my eyes.... *sob* it was sooo damn painful... i stood there asking "huh... how?" den the rest of them came over to help me... hahahaha... so stupid right?? aigo.. i don't know what day is yesterday.. seems to curse the whole cafe... i went out after cleaning myself and a customer broke a glass of lemon tea just now... so i took a mop and clear it... not long another customer dropped the tea pot and the whole hot tea splashed out.. but luckily the pot didn't break... tat is costly ya know.... haha.. after that i went home already so i don't know whether anything happened after that....
that's all for today folks.... haha..... nothing happen much... my life is soooo dead boring..... no fun at work... not seeing dear dear today!! argg!!!!!!!

damn boring.......
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

SINGAPORE : Results of the 2004 GCE O (General Certificate of Education Ordinary) Level Examination will be released next Monday, February 28th.
The Education Ministry says school candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2pm on that day.
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in case you guys still didn't know that... hahaha..... yeah!!!! tml is our off day then.... keke.... maybe i'll be going back to work.. since it is closing with Miki so it's okay.... i wouldn't mind going back to work then... hehe...
i haven had my dinner yet... mum is out and i'm all alone at home... haha.. but i ate alot of junk food just now so i'm feeling quite full right now... dahahaha....
aigo... lately i dunno what's wrong with everyone... now they're declaring war up at the cafe... aigo aigo... the bakery have some affects but not much... well.. not as bad as cafe thou...
haiya... chuiteng said she is working tml.. sianz.... tot we could at least go out in the afternoon but she working at 330 i think.....
aigo... i dunno what's more to write in my blog already... my mind is in a blank... keke.....

Aigo... i ate too full last night.. now i wake up feeling hungry... hahaha..... yesterday i couldn't get into sleep... truly think that i'm really very stubborn.. i know very well that i won't be able to sleep if i drink tea at night.. yet i always drink tea.... hahaha.... ain't i stubborn??
Tml will be getting result... *sad* i'm very negative about that.. i know very well that i won't do very well for my 'O' level... *sigh* i didn't even study for my chemistry paper... can you imagine?? i must be the biggest fool not to study for that...
Hmm... i hope i'll be able to at least pass my language paper & math... tat wouldn't make 5 O level's credit... argg!!! imma gonna fail for sure.... if i pass my English there is someone i need to thanx... truthfully i have to.... but if i fail.. i only have myself to blame... i'm having my fingers cross till tml....

excited....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Yeah!!! Today Emy called me when i was working... i was quite shocked that he actually called so i picked up.. he was asking about the release of result.. haha.. we talked for awhile only.... when he was about to hang up as usual he said bye den he said take care... so i said "bye.. you too".. den guess what he said after that?? "miss you".. dahaha.. i was laughing den he said "i miss you" again. i just said "haha.. ok.. i miss you too" and we both laugh and hung up... oh boy!!!! he really make my day~!!!! Emy is really my ideal boyfriend.. so nice and sweet as ever..... *shy*
Today at work i had a great time with Miki... well.. at first Miki wasn't feeling very great... in a foul mood i should say... den Miki pour out everything to me... guess she felt better after that... haha... after that we were like chit chatting like crazy and kept on laughing like no body business... hahaha... Miki told me about her past love life.. so cute and funny.... den treated me to curry puff to... yeah!!!! so yummy... getting moti and moti....
I'll write more tml..... mum is nagging..... addioz...

happy....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

yeah!!!! i just changed my blogskin today... guess i'll just take this for the time being till i find a better one... keke...
i just watched a Japanese drama by Hideaki.. so nice.. hahaha... it is about romance one but the show is very funny too.. hahaha...
yesterday after work ct and i went far east to shop.. ah!!! we couldn't find the sweater i wanted to buy~!!!! *sob* maybe i'll go else where to buy it... yeah!!! Miki also like the song Forever Love... somemore tell me the song very nice and sing it out... so funny.. hahahaha....
Oh yesh!!!! if you guys watched the show 'Brotherhood' guess you guys should know the girl tat acted as WonBin's Brother's GF... yes yes.. tat's her i'm talking about.. she commited sucide yesterday... so sad right.. i feel such a pity for her.. she is really very pretty.........
so now.. yesh!!! indeed this is a complicated world......

Prayers...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

i just changed my blogskin again... aigo aigo.. everything is still in chaos right now.. hahaha.. i don't have time to change.. maybe later after work i will...
Guess i was crying alittle too hard last night so i woke up with a little 'gold fish' eyes.. hahaha.... but it's okay.... it happens all the time..
YEAH!! I dreamt of dear dear last night... suddenly i woke up not remembering how he actually look like... aigo...~!!!! i'm really crazy already... never mind.. i'm still counting down to days..

3 more days...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Nom is online today... i'm so happy... we chatted for awhile... his sister got into an accident.. i hope she gets better now.....
Den nom asked me why i didn't go to the airport.... i didn't mean not to go... i didn't know he left until the next day.. i wanted him to know how much i missed him... i have the urge to cry whenever i think of me missing his flight... how stupid can i be..............
Tml is Nom's birthday... so Happy Birthday in advance... i wanna tell you on the actual day~!!!
Nothing i do make myself feel better... Every little thing i do just make my tears flow like crazy... Now i'm crying my eyes out... *sigh* but it can no longer reverse time...... i'm okay... just ignore me...~!!!!

Last night went to Kai Xia's chalet at Aloha Loyang... yesh yesh.. it is the place where our class chalet is held.. *sob* i miss it soo much.. Chuiteng and me went back to our chalet.. someone taken the place already.. so we sat near the pool to chat.. hahaha... the place is nice as usual just that some things are missing...
Yih Kim also went to the chalet.. kekeke.. by the time we reach many ppl went home already.. Ah wei was there too... i somemore help Yih Kim take photo with KaiXia... he take photo really very ugly... well.. not nice lahz.. and his action make me wanna cry... but he is still cute thou... but Ah Heng very E-X.. *yucks* keke... opps~!!!!!
Aigo.. Miki told me our Dinner & Dance is on the 7 of March.. that is Bashu's birthday.. we wanna make a bbq at first but after going to KaiXia's chalet we wanna have a chalet instead.. it is just 35 bucks per day... 140 for 3 days 2 nights... so cheap right?? hahaha.... haiya.. we'll see how it goes first.. most probably not i guess...
YEAH!!! today finally off... actually they changed my schedule and i'm working today.. so happy..... finally i get rot at home for a day.. but i wanna go and buy my sweater... but everyone is working...

relieved....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Today i brought home 3 Black forest cakes.... Chun Lee gave it to me.. haha.. so good right?? yeah... today i good friend with Mathew.. best friend what.. hahaha... 1 year already he still rmb... good memory huh..
well.. i was preparing for the peak period at the cafe today because every sunday is very busy but i'm amazed by the 'not so many' people situation today although we didn't have lunch till 4 plus.. today only 2 of us working.. Anne take half day leave so only Miki and I working... Rita went missing today and didn't report for work.. haha.. but we didn't have any things going wrong so it is okay.. keke...
den i wanted to go far east to shop for my sweater to pamper myself.. keke.. but i was taking cakes home so decided not to.. i was going in to the mrt and realise i left my wallet at my work place so i ran back.. after that i was freaking tired so i took a cab home.. hahahaha... how i enjoyed my life... *bleahz* no one dote me but i'm doting myself way too much..
haiya.. dunno ct wanna go chalet or not.. i dun think she wan.. she isn't sincere at all to go with me.. at least mh sms me saying she going home to sleep so she is not going.. ct said okay to me but in the end she went to watch movie... aigo... what can i say.. speechless... i mean i won't be angry or what if they just say they dun feel like going.. i'm okay with it.. dun tell me 'i'm going' but in the end you go missing... arrggggg~!!!!!

hmm....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Basically i was dragging my 2 feets back home last night... i'v never felt so restlesss before... i have so many complains to made yesterday but guess i'll just give it a miss today.. i dun have time to write down all my complains.. it's all just pains.... hella sh*t~!!!
Stupid me~!!!! how can i not know yesterday is dear dear's flag day... i was passing each and everyone of them blindly without knowing today is his flag day too.. *knock head* i rmb last year his flag day.. i was in school too.. hahaha... it's soo sooo silly man.. *giggle* haiz... how i missed school so much.. i rmb the days waiting for him outside class almost everyday and we go to school together bascially everyday... how i watched him play in all the inter-class competition.. from badminton to basketball to soccer.. i waited till 6 plus just to watch and go back with him... now it's all just past memories.. only them to keep my accompany through the sleepless night... yeah~but no doubt about seeing him in 5 days time.. i'll just sit back and count the days left... but how long do i have to wait to relieve the good old days??
hahaha.. last night guess who i dreamt of?? saying it out is just sooo weird... i dreamt of Emy, Rato, Bashu & Robin.. weird enough huh?? oh... and Mr Sng too.. it is not a everyday thing that i get to dream of them.. haha... Mr Sng was scolding me for talking to Bashu.. Den he was telling me about my hair or sth.. we even disturbed Mr Tay and hide, togther with a teacher.. i can't rmb who that teacher was... And then Mr Sng took us to a pool for a swim.. ah~!!! this part is the nice and sad one.... i'll not say it... although i know he won't be seeing this post... dah~!!!!

5 more days...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

ah~!!!!! i miss dear dear........ i miss him soooo soooooooo much.... just one more week... one more week to seeing him... arggggg~!! it's been 100 days?? already?? hahahaha... who cares!!! i'm gonna see him soon anyway...
huh... i haven recover from my flu yet..... Miki called me this morning saying Anne taking MC so i have to cover her job today... i'm always sooooo unlucky.. everytime i wanna take MC someone will take before me and i have to work long hours to cover their job.... this is soo hella sway~!!!!! *cry*

breathless....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Haiz... they changed my schedule again.. this stupid schedule will never stay fixed for a week...... now i dunno what time i'm working tml already....sh*t~!!! but Miki will sms me tml so i think it will be ok... the most i dun go to work only... i dun mind... hahahaha....

OKOK!!! so today at work i'm soooooo sick... i kept sneezing like hell... i was having a flu at work.... i truly think that they should award me with the best employee.. i'm sick and never have any mc... hahah.. but i think soon i'll take mc... just wait...

Today got a Spanish Family came to eat.. there is this guy so hot.. so handsome.. hahaha... i served his brother and he said something about the water.. Chuiteng and I was like 'huh?' cuz his English is very slang.. and i made a fool out of myself... he was asking about the drink den i say "Ya.. drink already very healthy!" and immediately the three of us burst into laughter... hahaha... his family were looking at us.. the very handsome one also.... hahaha... so paisei.. den they went out and i was at the end of counter so they were all directly infront of me.. they were playing and taking weird photos... so funny... den i look at them and this hot guy smiled at me.. haha.. somemore so many times cuz the others were so funny.. den we were like exchanging those 'they're funny huh~!!' kinda look.. he is sooo damn hot..
I'm downloading the Gunz & Talks OST.. hahaha... quite nice.. esp the One Wild Night... other songs also quite nice but mostly music only.. reminds me of the show again.. keke.... Oh ya~!!! almost forgot sth.. WonBin is going to the army on 29/11/05.. i'm not sure if the date is confirmed or not but he'll be filming one movie and advertise for that movie and his photo album before entering the army.. hahaha... now so many stars are going to the army and people are saying that the next movie should be film in the army... not only actors are going to the army... lots of famous singers too are going in... Shinhwa is going army too.. but i'm not sure when.. i think the kpop industry can close down for 2 years till they return.... right now.. the Korean Entertainment Industry is seriously lacking of actors... yup.. tat's definately for sure...
oh no~!! a long post for today.. hahahaha.... anyway.. tml is Chingay.. i hope i wun work till closing... *pray* if not i have to squeeze into the train already.. keke.... ya... sure it is another boring day...~!!!!

muckies.....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

ARG!!! Super tired...... but i'm bloated like hell... so i cant go to sleep yet... if not will get more and more moti.. hahaha..... today didu very good.. treat us to cake.. haha... so yummy... but i think that Green Tea cake tastes better cuz Strawberry Cake is too common.. ah!! my throat hurt so badly... guess i ate too many pineapple tarts yesterday.. haha....
Tml working closing again.. but with Anne so it is pretty okay.. plus chuiteng will be working at the cafe too.. yeah!!! hahaha.... haiz.. but Miki tml off.... so sad....
YEAH!!! Kim Rae Won, Yoo Jin & Lee JiHoon is in Singapore... hahaha.. i wanna go and see them.. they staying in Furama Hotel i guess.. wonder where it is.. haha... i hope i'll be able to see them... Esp LEE JIHOON that babo... dahaha...
Okay!!! Counting down days to seeing him.. hahaha... hmm.. looking forward to that day.. yeah!!! *giggle* but should i be happy or worried to be seeing him and getting my result?? now this is stupid.... i wanna see him but not my result...
I just went to Nom's blog to see if he updated any post... yeah.. he did.. i'm soooo sooooo sad that i didn't manage to send him off... now i'm going to cry.. haiz... i haven give him the things we bought.... if i didn't ask his friend i wouldn't even know he left already... now i'm so angry with myself for not reply his sms............. stupid lin~!!!!!!!

ARG!!! Super tired...... but i'm bloated like hell... so i cant go to sleep yet... if not will get more and more moti.. hahaha..... today didu very good.. treat us to cake.. haha... so yummy... but i think that Green Tea cake tastes better cuz Strawberry Cake is too common.. ah!! my throat hurt so badly... guess i ate too many pineapple tarts yesterday.. haha....
Tml working closing again.. but with Anne so it is pretty okay.. plus chuiteng will be working at the cafe too.. yeah!!! hahaha.... haiz.. but Miki tml off.... so sad....
YEAH!!! Kim Rae Won, Yoo Jin & Lee JiHoon is in Singapore... hahaha.. i wanna go and see them.. they staying in Furama Hotel i guess.. wonder where it is.. haha... i hope i'll be able to see them... Esp LEE JIHOON that babo... dahaha...
I just went to Nom's blog to see if he updated any post... yeah.. he did.. i'm soooo sooooo sad that i didn't manage to send him off... now i'm going to cry.. haiz... i haven give him the things we bought.... if i didn't ask his friend i wouldn't even know he left already... now i'm so angry with myself for not reply his sms............. stupid lin~!!!!!!!

*sob* Today another working days..... why when i'm starting to like the job, they wanna make me hate it... kkz... enough of it already...
Lately I'm crazy over some songs.. hahaha.. i wanna buy Se7en and DBSK cd... i think they're songs are pretty nice esp Se7en's 'Tattoo' and 'Passion'...The song 'Incomplete' is really nice... 'Without you Girl, My life is incomplete!' Aigo.. yesterday i ask Firozi to help me find... but it is Sisqo he found.. actually is the correct one but den i said nvm... aigo... babo ya... i hope he will be online before i go to work.... hehe.. i just found the lyrics... i'll post it up later..
Yesterday i keep thinking about the class chalet... haha.. just only think about alittle of the Red House thingy... Den i recall all the weird weird things tat happened... ya.. i didn't write down in the blog earlier cuz i was tired the other time.. haha... yesh!! Mh said about the laughter in our room and CT said about the kiddy voice at the stairs... Den it would be the toilet door opening with the lock down.. strange enough huh.. Plus the person standing in the middle of the bbq pit tat i seen through reflection... hmm.... that would be behind the guys.. eeeee..... dun talk about it already.. i'm alone at home.. hahaha....
argg!!! i miss Emy... how come he is sooo good? hahahahaha.. what a question... counting down days to seeing him again...

Hahaha... i'm finishing all the pineapple tarts at home.. yeah!! so nice.. yummy... getting more and more moti already.. keke.... i just do some adjustment to my blog.. add some blinkies into it.... yeah.. all credits goes to linzy.... hahaha...
haiya... i feel so tired the whole day...
Miki just called... aigo... surely bringing bad news.. i tot Miki wanna call me back to work closing later.. luckily never.. hahaha.. but she tell me there is a change in my schedule.. actually i'm working 11 tml but they changed to 230.. Miki said cuz they know i'm very tired so they make me work later.. hahaha.. happy is happy but there's more to come.. so she tell me the new schedule for the week.... so Miki hung up and i counted the number of hours like i did earlier.. i'll be working 36.5 hours this week before the new schedule.. ya right... i calculated the hours.. should i say i'm happy or should i be angry? they really know i'm tired and made me work 48 hours this week.. 48 damn long hours this week... my working hours exceed by 18 hours.... indeed knowing i'm tired... this is shit.. they took away my off day on Thursday and make me work for 8hrs..... so what if they get chuiteng up to the cafe... i'm gonna cry~!!!!!!! i told LiLian i dun wanna work.. i dun wanna cover her work that day..... i'm really feeling very very tired....
i hate them for changing my schedule last minute all the time....... now i'm so arggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WANNA BLOG ANYMORE!!!! I CANT RESIST TO SCOLDING *@%#^@!!!!

i wanna cry.............
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Haiz.... i'm so dead beat... lately i've been having leg cramps from the long hours standing..... *sob* today suppose to be a very special day.... and i'm not suppose to work.. but because Lynn was on MC so i couldn't reject their request to work today... esp when Miki is the one who ask me to... i dunno why... whenever Miki ask me to extend working hours i couldn't find a reason to reject her and will just be okay with it.. weird huh..
So i wasn't in that perfect mood at work this afternoon because i was soooooo damn busy... why don't they employ more people.. i'm so pissed off..... but after the hell time when the crowd get lesser i become more lively.. keep laughing and joking with the people inside.. i don't know... the people there dun seem to like Miki alot.. i hate them when they talk bad about Miki... *Arg!!* Actually i was suppose to work till 6 but Miki have yet eaten so i extended to 7pm.. den Miki wanted to ask me to work till closing.. but i didn't give her any reply... den she told me to knock off at 8pm... hahaha.. so we took 65 to Jooseng... bought 2 cakes each and went Circuit Rd to buy Volka... dahaha.... so we drank and took some photos... hahaha.. so fun... wat a Valentine's Day...
Right now... cries filled the whole neighbourhood.. i dunno if it is the cries of cats or babies... but it sounded sooooooooo freaky... and it is way tooooo loud...
oh ya... Psy just called... hahaha... we chatted for awhile only cuz i dun really have the habit of talking on phones so guess chatting too much is also a waste of his money.. keke...
i'm tired now... i hope they wun call me back to work tml... it is not everyday i get to have a life..... LiLian wanted me to cover her work on Thursday because I'm off on that day... but i rejected instantly.... haha.. i dun wanna work more than what I've given.. i work for the sake of working... partly to kill time... to me.. money isn't everything.. i need a life.. i cant simply work & sleep de wake up and work again... this isn't the life i wanna lead...
kkz... i'll continue tml morning.. i'm dead beat... just finish watch Gunz & Talkz.... so nice as usual... hahahaha....

Happy Valentine's Day....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

wah!!! i just reach home from work... took a taxi home cuz we were very tired.... my leg going to cramp already... standing for 9 hours plus today.. whoo~!!!! although today wasn't feeling well when i went to work but i had a great time.. when i went to work the whole Isetan black out so we have no business.... i was basically day dreaming down there.... hahaha.... i played with the dry ice when no one was around... so nice....
today alot of couples keep walking around.. i saw this girl having two balloon folded into a bear shape and the bear is holding a heart shape balloon... *sob* i also want that one... i wanna poke that person's balloon... hahaha.. *opps!* haiya!!!! forgot to go and check out where to buy that thingy.. wanna buy one for myself... pathetic enough huh.....
lynn is coming back to work tml... tat means monday i wun be going back to work... hahaha... although i dun have any date on monday but still i dun wanna work....

Yeah!!!
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Last night i slept around 4.. blame myself for drinking too much tea and coffee... hahaha... i was sms-ing Teng & Hiang at 3 and they haven sleep yet... haha.... den i was telling Teng that maybe she gotta work at cafe today because one staff is on MC for about a week.. i just rmb seeing the schedule and Anne is working closing alone then... if they didn't extent my working time tml den most likely they will call CT up to help out....
Ah!!! den guess what this morning i woke up and recieved a msg telling me to work till closing.... *sob* i knew it... i knew i will kanna cuz tml i'm suppose to work till 6... dear peeps... tat will be a total of 9hrs 30mins of working hours.. and full timer only works for 8 hrs everyday... so now i'm working more than them.... *sigh* if you say i'm stupid for not rejecting it's ok with me... i mean i'm stupid enoug not to reject either... hahahaha.... it's ok actually... since closing isn't that tough.. i dunno how i'm going to spend my 9 hrs 30 mins there since i'm sooooo damn tired right now.. plus i'm working at 11 tml... i hope they wun extent me anymore.....
Plus.. i hope they dun make me work on Monday....

Pray Hard...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Hahaha.... just came back home from eating dinner... well.. actually is considered supper already.. yummy yummy... ate my favourite Bee Hoon Goreng.. yeah!!!
Monday is Valentine's Day... hoho... And i'm not working... yeah!! save me from seeing lots of couples on the streets.... *sob* gotta rot at home on Monday...
So tired... today work from 330 till 930 without any break... actually i just wanna blog for the sake og blogging..... hehe... i wanna sleep now..... nitez....

ZzZzzzzzzz......
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Yesterday i reached home from all the house visitings at around 1 plus.. And i was sooooo tired... but it was actually fun cuz alot of us went out together and we were playing around in the van... hahahaha.....
When we were at my parent's friends house i heard Johnson went over earlier... Argg!!! why didn't i meet him.. or should i say why didn't we go over earlier... he used to come over my place every now and then and we see each other occassionally... but haven seen him for awhile already.. guess mum will go over to his place later tonight or tml.. hehehe.... *evil grin*
Today woke up at 10 plus... Awww.... so tired.. den we went lots of house to visit.. i keep on sleeping on the van and eat when i reach other people's house... hahaha... i love the pineapple tarts... esp those with pineapple wrapped inside one... i just came back from visiting 4 homes... so tired and full...
I went to Choa CHu Kang earlier and there is a neighbourhood skatepark downstairs... wah.... so cool.... well... not alot of people were there... hahaha.. the skatepark is not as big as the one at orchard but all the facilities are there.. well.. a little bigger than half the size of the skatepark at orchard.. with an additional land area for freestyle skate... whoo~!!!!!!
Lately I'm kinda addicted to weird weird music.. more like Hindi pop.. hahaha... like Kevin Lyttle's 'Turn Me On' and Husan(dunno sing by who).. and Dhoom OST of cuz... hahahaha....
Ahh!!! Tml have to work at 330 till closing.. I'll be eating alone AGAIN!!! I hate it.... it makes me seem really pathetic............. haiz...

dead beat....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Hoho.... so today is the First day of Chinese New Year... just finish bathing and now wearing my new pj... dahahaha... yeah~!!! i used a brand new towel earlier on and my toothbrush holder also changed... yesh yesh...~!! I'm in a super good mood right now.....
Tml imma wear my new converse shoe and my new set of clothes.. hoho... i'm so excited.. gonna go to my grandparents house early in the morning... whoo~!! i can't wait to see all my cousins... it's been a long long time.. we normally only get to gather once or twice a year... and my older cousins always like to ask us 'who am i' and sometimes i can't rmb so i will go errrr....... so paisei not to rmb their names.... i mean... i can't be blame totally.. is like... seeing only once or twice a year where as i meet so many others in the other 365 days too... i don't know.. i just pray hard this question won't pop out tml... hahahaha.....
My cousins just went home.. i was so tired just now because of my work.. i'm suppose to knock off at 5 but it dreaded till 550... so i got home around 7 when my cousins start coming to my house... my favourite cousin came over too... but we didn't play much.. i was in my room the whole night den one of my cousin came in to chat with me... hahaha...
i doubt i have the time to blog tml... i'll see how then... cousins coming over to my place tml night.... hope i'll get lots of red packets tml.. kekeke.......

Nitez....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Today is New Year eve.. And I'm working from 10 to 5pm... oh god~!!! right now I'm still sooo tired.. i think i can fall asleep while working.. hahaha...
Last night i dreamt of alot of people.. i dream of mh and ct.. and alot of my classmates... emy, bashu, fendy, firozi etc... we were having lunch together and then were discussing about the chalet thingy.. hahaha... guess i'm thinking too much about the chalet.. :P
One more important thing.. i dream of dear dear.. *sob* how i miss him sooo badly yesterday when i was shopping at heeren.. i was shopping alone for my stuffs and suddenly tot of him.. it's been a million years since i last see him.. well.. i see him online all the time(last time) till he cut down on his internet usage when school starts... *sad*

Happy Chinese New Year~!!
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

I couldn't sleep last night... got home at around 1230 from ChuiTeng's house... the whole neighbourhood was pretty quiet without a single soul on my way.. i watched tv till 2 plus when mum woke up and called me to sleep... so i shut down my com and off the tv... wash up and got my mp3 before climbing up to bed.. i've been listening to my mp3 for almost an hour, tossing and turning trying to get to sleep... i kept on thinking about the chalet.. no doubt there were alot of laughter but of cuz... the faces.. i rmb it clearly... i just saw them on the cam when i accidentally scrolled to while watching the pic... damn~!! that's why i couldn't sleep.. you bet~!!!
Mum is praying that dad will get retrench on end of Feb later on ... hahaha... so that my dad will get a big sum of money for that..
She was asking me if i wanna go over to London to study.. i don't know.. i didn't give her any reply yet.. she said if dad get retrench den mostly someone from the family will go there to study first... so she is asking me now.. actually she is asking my younger sister.. but my sister refused and she suggest that my younger sister and i go over there to study together after her Os....
I'm thinking of cutting hair today.. should i or should i not?? i'm so sick and tired of my hair... it's just soooo not nice... i wanna cut those punk style but i guess my hair is not long enough for that style..... hahaha....
I've yet buy any new year clothes... maybe i'll go down to orchard to buy a new cap... should have bought it the other time.... haiz....... now everything is so cocked up and i'm still working tml....
counting down 2 days to New Year.... it's just soo boring..

haiz...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

AH!!!! Miki just called... i tot i forgot to go to work today..... i rmb my schedule well... gave me a shock.... she told me the schedule changed and i'm working early tml... they are fond of changing my schedule and they didn't tell me the other time... actually i'm suppose to work from 12 to 6 tml... wow..... Miki called to tell me i'm working at 11 tml... and end work at 7... OH MY GOD!! no different from full time.. that means i'll be eating alone tml... *sob* someone please come down to accompany me to eat... arggg!!! i hate to eat alone.. makes me look so pathetic infront of the others... let me see.. think imma gonna eat kfc tml... it's been a long long time since i last ate kfc.. hahaha..... or maybe mos burger.. i love the milk tea there...*bleahz*
I just finish bathing and I'm watching 100 Days with Mr Arrogant for the 4th time... hahaha... in a very good mood right now.... i also dunno why.. whoo~!!!!
Mum cooked Seaweed soup today. yeah... i love seaweed soup.... i'm gonna go and get some more....

PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Basically i just ate 2 slice of Swissroll for lunch today... I woke up rather late today since i'm not working today.. hahaha.. but i missed the show i had missed when i was away for the chalet and this morning there is a repeat.. to think i actually missed it.. but it's perfectly ok... sleeping is everything.. what can be more important than sleeping..
Lately I've been sleeping late at night.. i watch vcds every night, to make myself tired out so that i'll be able to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.. i don't wanna think too much..
I'm being so stupid last night.. yeah.. i went jogging around the neighbourhood.. i was alone with my mp3 on while jogging... many things kept popping on my mind and i tried to shake them off.. the more i think about them, the faster i ran.. it wasn't jogging anymore.. den i went to the usual overhead bridge and stayed there for some time.. the lights on the bridge was off and the stars look exceptionally bright last night..
why love makes people so miserable.. i tot he really had found the one but he lost it somehow... i don't know.. i think he felt much worst than me.. i can't exactly share the same feeling but any how.. i hope it won't happen to me in any way in future.. i'm gonna kill that guy for sure... hahahaha.... of course i won't.. you know it.. im being sooooo stupid once again.. please pardon me....

god bless...
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

I'm not who you think I am... I've said it alot of times... I hope people won't judge me when they meet me because they just don't understand me..
Right now I'm doing everything that i used to hate doing... I used to hate jogging so much but i went to jog just now... think about it... it's just so hilarious... so ridiculous..... As I walk around the neighbourhood I start to reflect.. I think I've committed so many wrongs.. I'm a very very bad kid.. -.-
Below my block there is a funeral going on.. This afternoon when i came home i saw some ppl going over to attend the funeral, happily chit chatting.. They reminds me of myself when my grandfather passed away.. I wasn't feeling that sad at first.. Until that night everyone of us took some paper money to a big carpark to burn.. everyone was carrying a cane on the hand and kneeling down to hit on the ground as we call out for my grandfather.. i was crying like hell... my grandfather dotes on us alot alot... now i miss him so much....
I don't know what exactly is becoming of me... I think imma gonna see a doctor soon... I went to see a doctor last year to have a check up because I keep having problem breathing.. den the doctor said my heart isn't 'closed' properly but it is just a small case and i need not worry... She just tell me to do the normal activities I like and just be happy and normal.. Until last week I start to lost appetite to eat... i ate very little lately.. den at the chalet i nearly couldn't catch my breathe.. Esp the night when we got sooooo damn scared.. haiz...... I don't know... I haven tell my parents yet.. she gonna nag if she knows about it.. And I just HATE it... now this is stupid....
I'm so tired right now... I'm going to bed....

sigh
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

I just changed my blogskin yesterday night while watching Guns And Talks with my sister.. i realise i missed out alot of parts when i watched it at the chalet.. The show seems more funny because some scenes i didn't catch it when i watch for the first time...
I don't know whats' got into me today.. i'm feeling so emotional right now... i think i've changed alot since school ended a few months back.... for the worst i guess?? *sigh*
I've been so stubborn all along and people have been giving in to me constantly but i'm always asking for more.. When one live with perfection, they won't cherish the good things around them until they lose it one day.. i have perfect friends but i've never cherished and took everything and everyone around me for granted...
I've never learn to love.... And never know the feeling of being love... The Earth will never stop turning and wait for people like me...... Never.......

Please hate me ppl.....
PeAcE oUt,
LiN

Cam of: Firozi , Taken By: CT 

The Boys........ Cam of: Firozi , Taken By: CT 

Group Photo...... Cam of: Firozi, Taken by: Pun