Aww... This year MTV Asia Award is held at Thailand and this is driving me crazy.... Why so many years in Singapore without Shinhwa and now WITH Shinhwa and NOT in Singapore????????? oh god...... FATE FATE FATE~!!! I'll be getting my pay on 23rd and 27th.. so that makes me having financial support for myself... And not forgetting the Merit Award i'll be getting this Saturday... that will be $250 cheque... Right now i'm still planning of going over Thailand one day before if possible but i need lots of courage.. At first my sister said it is not a good idea but then she is thinking of going over too but she have school on that day... Oh Man~!!! Heaven is not on my side......

I think i did mention on the previous post that we all got busted but Melx that freaky bastard.... and guess what?? Today... i only know about being busted by Ricki who all along i trusted her words..... SH*t MAN!! but still... i choose to believe whatever she said.. that is up to now unless things get clear up soon.. count me being silly and stupid..... or naive for all i care...

I'm not in the perfect mood right now... just feel like letting off my unhappiness...

Freaky Dork....
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